"It was the eve of the 40th anniversary of the German Democratic Republic, 6 October 1989. The plan was for the youth of the GDR to salute the party and state leadership in ceremonious fashion. A torchlight procession was to be held along Unter den Linden boulevard. I wanted to observe the spectacle as a photographer, but my vocational school had declared me unworthy of being delegated there. But at least the first-aid corps welcomed volunteers.
And so I stood right by the parade route in a medic’s uniform where I just couldn’t help feeling spooked: with enormous flags, thousands of torches, and a mighty racket, FDJ kids marched through East Berlin. It left me with mixed feelings: eerily beautiful in its appeal, repulsive in its petty monumentalism, and tasteless given its historical parallels with the torchlight processions of the National Socialists."
Merit Schambach (East Berlin, born 1971)